again and again, again and again, again and again. what's this? i tried to relax myself and think of what ways that could at least make me smile, but. is it going to work? sorry, no. argh. tiffany! kill ma lah ah? there's no point living like this. oh, and on top of that, she's adding my stupid depression. argh, what am i going to do. my fucking pride's gone, and what more? just give me that little bit of freedom and happiness can is it that hard? and why must i see those stuffs when i dont even want to know it. ARGH. someone just kill me lah. i cant take it anymore

rachel