argh! help me someone, help me!

i hate this real loads. wtfh, why is all this happening to me lah?! i just hope i'm like home study? then i wouldn't have to suffer all this fucking shit. why isit always ME the one giving in to everyone else?! where's my fucking pride?it'll all come to a full stop. i'm like going to explode ANYTIME. why is it always me?! i kept asking myself. again and again. but i dont know where's my answer! tell me someone please. i dont want to be the me last year, i really dont. i hate it. i seriously do. and to you all there, maybe you all just dont feel the thing. come try standing at my part to think. i think you all would just EXPLODE right away. okay.

rachel's off to lala land to cry.

and i miss everland. ): let me just migrate to korea pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.